There ..there at the back of my head…lays an idea of living for a family…my type of a family..
Very simple..people outside of my world sees me as an accomplished women, expecting a high expectation of settle life..well to be honest which women doesn’t want it.
But there,,,where I keep it at the back of my head… I have a dream or an imagination to be exact…I would love to buy a flock of land down in the village..have a house of a traditional big open and airy house where my family lived…(traditional Javanese house)
I open a small beauty parlor and salon at home…my kids went to school near by the house..my husband runs his business as the leader of the family.
I will want to have my own vegetable garden, we raise chicken at the back of the house..at the land we have a big very shady tree where every evening we can seat down underneath it to have some tea or just helping the kids with the homework on the big solid wood picnic table set.
We gather for our prayer and meals..exchanging stories about our day…laughing..crying ..hugging all together as a family…
Me..you can say whatever you like about me..but for me..am a simple women whom have a simple wish to start her little family in warm and humbleness full with happiness …always thankful of what she have..her family…
When our kids grow adult..me and my husband grow old..we would love to stay in this dream house of our enjoying the rest of our life’s to the very best we could lived up to it..
This..this just in the back of my head..
This..this is my dream of a life with a family…
This is my Dream…Dream is a prayer…prayer and dreams do comes true..
Amen..God Bless Our Soul